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The high priest of Ahmut by Epselion
The high priest of Ahmut
I am back in school baby. And I never thought I would actually be happy about it. But I am. And I am also proud of where it is getting me. In concept art class we were taught how to handle photoshop, something I have wanted to learn since forever anyway. And this little gem is what I produced for my final grade. 

We had to make a composition of our own choice that related to the card game we were developing. And our game was named Ancient Aliens. It was a game about 4 species of ancient humans that had alienated from their people in underground colonies. One of those colonies was Ahmut, an Egyptian settlement. 

For my card I designed the High priest, a powerful leader whose power lives in legend and awe.

Also.... Tom Hiddleston for reference because mmmmmm :3

She devil by Epselion
She devil
Wow... The inactivity award goes to me I suppose. But I had good reason to for a change. I finally started college again and I love it there. This is one of the sketches I got out in Concept Art, to make it up to you a bit. I hope I can level school and free time a bit better next project so I can give my fics some love as well. So, hopefully this means my return to DA because I have no intention of disappearing.

Ref used from Luis Royo for the pose btw. The rest of the design is my own. I also have a male counterpart to go with it. Which I might put up if people want to see it.
Chapter 9: Pride beyond reason.

The least favourite sound in Tony Stark’s opinion was that of alarms. They were so sharp and annoying. They were persistent too. He turned on his stomach.
“Jarvis. Turn off that bloody noise!!” He yelled when it still blared through his pillow.
“I’m afraid it’s meant to wake you sir. It is quite urgent.”
Tony sat up, quite the angry little human when he dragged out of bed with a huff. It was barely 8 in the morning. Tony quickly put on a robe, striped in red and gold, the colours of iron man of course, and he walked over to his computer which was still blaring and beaming light.
“What is it baby?” Tony yawned as he logged in.
Immediately he felt his brows crease together.
“Jarvis, this can’t be right. It’s the portal probes…”
“The data has been recorded by 3 separate probes sir and it has been verified. A space-portal has opened somewhere above New York.”
Tony rubbed his face.
“How many? And what kind?”
“The readings correspond strongly with the samples of the Chitauri from past year sir, and your probes have verified there is at least four vehicles with them present.”
Tony closed his computer and ran upstairs. He could not believe the balls on that Norse piece of shit. He would smash him to bits. Right in front of Thor if he had to. He threw open the door to the bedroom he had borrowed to the two gods. Loki was sitting at the side of bed, looking a bit startled to see Tony come in. He was fixing up bandages while Thor remained asleep, snoring like a peaceful bear in winter-sleep.
“Can I help you?” Loki asked when he saw Tony heaving his chest up and down with deep breaths.
“You. You incredible… Idiot! Son of a fucking bitch! I offer you my home, we choose to trust you. You get us all wrapped up in your sob-story. And not even a night in and you invite your friends in?!”
Loki frowned.
“Stark, you are speaking rubbish. I have no idea what you are speaking of.”
Tony growled and charged, startling Loki enough to jump up and suspend him in mid-air, frozen in his movement. Thor startled out of his sleep.
“Loki, man of iron, what is the meaning of this?”
“He attacked me!” Loki immediately defended, dropping Tony out of his suspension.
“Oh don’t you play your innocent baby card. You brought the Chitauri back onto Earth? How did you do that hm? Are you using my tower to channel your magic or is that fake cube of yours running down my systems for you to use?”
Loki got pale in the face. He seemed to go rigid even.
“They’re here?”
The lights flickered a bit and the sheets fluttered with an unknown breeze.
“Oh don’t pretend you did not know.”
Thor grabbed Loki’s shoulder.
“It was not me. It was not me Thor.”
Tony rolled his eyes and scoffed.
“Oh sorry, my mistake. I’ll ask Bruce not to invite aliens over to smash. How dumb of me.”
“DO NOT MOCK ME!!” Loki bellowed, a sharp gust of air striking Tony in the face.
Thor’s hand tightened on Loki’s shoulder.
“I believe you Loki. I do.”
Tony fashioned his hair again. Loki looked positively panicked.
“He does not.”
Thor looked at Loki shortly.
“It’s fine. He will, we’ll explain.”
“We explained already, he doesn’t believe me. But that’s alright. I’ll make him believe me.”
Thor grabbed Loki tighter.
“No you do not have to prove yourself. Loki don’t.”
But he could not stop Loki’s form from slipping between his fingers as he disintegrated and left. He left and Thor had no idea where Loki had transported himself. Thor angrily turned to Tony then.
“Look at what you have done! You have scared him out of safety! If any harm befalls him I will have your head man of iron!!”
Tony set a few steps back.
“Or he tricked you after all and he is now with his buddies to plan another attack on New York.”
Thor had Tony by his collar faster than the other could yelp.
“You have not seen him like I have. Loki is afraid, he is in pain and he has been tortured for longer than a year. If he gets hurt, or worse… If anything happens to him at all you can count on a most painful death. Because no man, no creature, harms my brother. You will help me find him, and hope for your own sake that Loki is in good health when we do.”
“Can’t breathe.” Tony choked, his face puffed red from the lack of oxygen.
Thor set him down again with an angry huff and gave him a long look that made Tony feel even smaller compared to the huge Norse god.
“Fine, we’ll look for him, but if he proves to be working with them I will say ‘I told you so’. Because I did. And Loki is a manipulative little shit from what I remember from last time.”
Thor balled his fist.
“He is afraid and he was tortured into committing horrible crimes. He needs our help.”
Tony huffed but refrained from any other comment. It wasn’t too smart to get on Thor’s wrong side after all. He rose his hands in surrender and grumbled a bit. They could not further conversation between each other however because they were joined by a very bleary-eyed doctor Banner. The man was rubbing his eyes as he shuffled in with his flannel striped pyjamas.
“What the hell is all the racket about? It’s like… really early.”
He rubbed his eyes and yawned.
“You look angry you two…” Banner looked around. “And where is Loki?”
Thor huffed.
“Man of iron has scared Loki into thinking he needs to prove himself. He is out there on his own. And he is out to fight. Fight enemies when he is hardly in shape to even work on his project.”
Bruce looked at Tony.
“Jarvis picked up Chitauri signatures on the probes I installed after his stupid actions last year. He brought them here, and he has not changed a single bit.”
Bruce shook his head and sighed.
“Tony… I don’t believe for a single moment that Loki would get the Chitauri anywhere near.” He grabbed his glasses. “Loki is genuinely afraid. He is in utter and pure panic when it comes to them. If he went to fight them to prove you wrong he really wants your trust.”
Tony growled.
“Oh yeah, make me the bad guy here. Let’s just find that guy and get him here before he either gets killed or fucking enslaves humanity. Everyone happy.”
Thor made to pummel the little man but Bruce halted him.
“No, just let him go for it. Get dressed, come with us. We’ll find him.” Bruce assured. “Do you have any idea where Loki could have gone to?”
Thor sighed and shook his head. He didn’t know Midgard so well, let alone where Loki would be in it.

Loki felt hot with rage, and cold with fear, a mix of feelings that felt like fever. He was going to show that Stark that he was not the same anymore. He was going to shed that layer of distrust and manipulation. He was not that person, and he did not want to even seem that person anymore. But he was afraid. Out here where he did not know it. He had taken himself to something that brought him comfort. Books, as much of them as he could find. It had put him in an isle of the New York Public Library. The ring he had taken with him to Earth was his salvation now. Every gem held a different disguise he had once created, so he did not have to call upon his magic to guise him. He needed the magic for other purposes. The gem he’d activated gave him the form of a young man, late in his 20’s. With red hair, silver eyes, covered in tattoos. Someone that caught a look but that also made people look away again soon enough. He had once created this form on a small trip to Earth, some 60 years ago. So his clothing was a bit outdated, suspenders, slacks and a white button-down, which was fashionable back then. But he had caught glimpses last year that had told him this very look was reintroducing itself in Midgardian fashion.
He held his breath however when he first encountered a human. He was not afraid of them in particular. But if one recognized him because his ring was faulty then he would be crowded soon. This place called New York was teeming with humans, they were practically living in a pile here. But the girl just gave him a long look and walked away. Good, the spell was just fine. In his new form he dared to come out of the small isle between bookcases and take a look around. The place was in fact quite tasteful. After every so many rows of books there were tables, polished oaken with lamps on the corners that cast a friendly yellow light to aid your reading. The chairs looked old, also wooden, but with cushioned seats. There were higher walkways too, small staircases allowing you to move up a level and pass by balustrades to get a different book from the higher sections. Loki made his way through the arch that separated the room he was in from the larger halls.
The larger windows there poured in a white light over polished table-tops, set up in rows that were almost military in its precision. It was really quiet, people were just sitting there to read or make their papers for school or work. Loki shuffled through the long isle in the middle, which was marble. This place was pretty grand. He could even see his own foreign reflection in the surface. The smoothed back ginger hair, the silver eyes, the gleam of his piercings. It was an earthly form he rather enjoyed. Because by no means was he ever an invisible person. He stood out. And he held this form close to heart because just like him it was regarded with something between mockery and intrigue. And that was what he was used to. He knew that the Chitauri weren’t in plain sight. There was no panic after all and people were just minding their own business for now. He would have to use his magic to find those creepers. And he fully intended to get some pay-back into those nasty things. Given that everything was still normal it was probably a small party, which meant that they were restless and had started to scout. They were trying to find him to keep an eye on things. That also meant Odin’s protection was enough to keep them blind.
The only thing he wanted to know was how they got here. There was no portal, no Tesseract, no gate-way. At least not one that he had provided or knew about. Did that mean that someone else was working with them as well? Had they gotten another device in their possession that he did not know about? Or was there something else going on that he was not aware of? He did not like the idea. But he would need to find them first. He left the library behind, reminding himself that he would maybe go back there… With Banner perhaps, because he trusted the man. Outside he suddenly stopped halfway down the steps. He had never gotten onto the ground when he was here. And from this perspective he felt kind of small. The citadel of Asgard also had its towers. But this was different. Asgard had a few of its magnificent buildings, but it also had many street-level blocks and houses all around you so that you got a whole new sense of home when you were down there. But this city was made of huge sky-high steel and glass pillars, only separated by the network of pulsing veins that were roads. Loki actually felt quite tiny in comparison, and that did not often happen. Well, luckily he had magic, because finding anything here would be like searching for a needle in a hay-stack… A big, big hay-stack.

Thor paced as Tony was setting up his equipment in the lounge-room. Pepper had also gotten out of bed after Thor had started bellowing about Tony’s betrayal and attitude. She had managed to calm them by ordering Tony to get going on finding Loki. In each of their scenarios it was most important, either to protect Loki from harm or stop him from restarting his war. Tony had obeyed Pepper to Thor’s big surprise.
“How do you have power over him. I do not understand.” Thor said when Tony had gone upstairs to fetch a few things.
“Oh you know. I know what makes him tick. He needs a rough hand.”
She laughed a bit and then looked at him more seriously.
“But Thor, you should probably get at least a bit prepared that Loki could have tricked you. If he is right Tony will insist to rub it in your face.”
Thor merely smiled at her.
“Fine lady, Loki has not betrayed us and I am certain of that. He is not the man you have seen in this city a year ago. He is a fine man, and you will all know that.”
Tony let his things clatter onto the table as he started to set up a work-station. Bruce had taken it onto himself to make coffee for everyone to take away all the morning-moodiness. Pepper patted Thor’s shoulder then, deciding that she would not try to pry at his resolve, to just let the day speak for itself. She hoped though… She hoped that Loki was as Thor described, a repeat of last year would be painful, it would be horrible. Especially on Thor and maybe Banner too.
“Alright big guy. How are we going to find your brother. New York is pretty big. And chances are we miss him on cameras if he is not out on the street.”
“Can your machines not trace the signature of his magic?” Thor asked, annoyed with the primitive aperture here on Midgard.
“Uh. I would need something with his magic that I can read. So I can program my city probes to pick up that signal. Then I guess I could find him with that.”
Banner placed the mugs with fresh coffee on the large glass table. They were all still in pyjamas, Banner in a striped pair in purple and white. Tony still in his glorious iron man robe. Pepper had thrown on a t-shirt and a pair of old shorts. The only one who had barely made an effort was Thor. He was walking around in a pair of sweat-pants that Tony had ushered him to put on for common decency. Bruce brought Loki’s cube.
“He made it from scratch. His magic is all this thing consists of.”
Thor smiled. Bruce was standing behind him. The doctor cared for Loki. Tony took the cube Loki had made and let his scanners run different tests, radiation, different waves of sound and other vibrations. Thor paced, drinking his drink and looking out the windows as if he would see Loki walking somewhere.
“Oh brother, if only I had cared to learn magic like you had, I would find you among these thousands of men and bring you safely back to my side.”

Loki was slowly starting to regain his footing. He walked  away from the library and sat himself on a bench. It was highly uncomfortable.  It made his back-side cold and the surface made his muscles spring into a coil. But it was only for a moment. He leaned his head into his hands and closed them. He used his magic to walk to many ways at once. He was at every corner of this city, going through each door. He was in many places at once, and yet he was not even moving. And people asked him what was so extraordinary about practicing magic. He skipped through all the places before he had found the edge of town. A warehouse where the Chitauri held up. They were preparing a device. A bomb perhaps? Loki couldn’t really tell. But it seemed to be made for the purpose of damage and death, it at least did not seem any good. He opened his eyes again, hands coming off his face. In this disguise his arm injury was hidden, but it was there, protesting at every move he made too quickly. At least he knew where to go. He would prove to Thor’s allies that he was not their enemy. He was going to take away their doubt and he was going to make Thor rest easier. His brother was already doing enough. He would at least arrange that he did not need to keep convincing the men they needed for aid of his good heart. He owed that to him. He stood up then from the bench and started to leave. His feet felt oddly heavy. Fear seemed to weigh them down like lead. He was walking though, towards a little back-alley that was shady at best. Walking through the city would take him ages. And he did not trust those vehicles the humans used. They did not seem to stop for people all that much. Getting mauled over by one of their stupid rides would not add well to his list of current set-backs. So once he was in the alley he re-focused on where he had found the Chitauri. With a pull at his body he travelled to another side of the city. A small flutter of air whizzed by as he appeared on the spot again. The place the Chitauri held up in was a warehouse, at the more industrial part of town. He wasn’t alone here either. There were construction-workers repairing a building a few compounds away, people were loading and docking products in a warehouse that looked exactly the same. Cars would drive through. He was still staying in this form, definitely. He pulled up his collar a bit and looked at the building he had to be at. Well, time to prove himself once and for all. No time to be afraid. Only anger, only revenge.

“Ah hahahahaha I am a genius!” Tony exclaimed.
Thor, Bruce and Pepper had long abandoned the table and had left to the couch. Pepper had slumped back into sleep during the morning news and Bruce was just occasionally yawning and rubbing his eyes. Thor was alert, looking at the news for any sign of Loki. He would not rest until he could hug his brother to his chest again and tell him he was a bloody idiot before he would embrace him again and tell him that he loved him. So when Tony called he was the first to join him on his side.
“Have you found my brother?”
“Not yet, but I can trace his magic and then ping on a security camera on any building near it to look him up. So yes, I am a bloody genius.”
Thor sighed in relief.
“Then please put your device to use man of iron, my brother must be returned to me soon as possible.”
Tony huffed a little. He had probably expected a bit more praise for his work Thor suspected.
Without any more protest however Tony let his trace run, searching for the signature of Loki’s work.
“I can only pick it up if he actually uses magic I gotta warn you.”
Thor shook his head.
“Loki is always using magic. Smaller spells and enchantments, to heal his arm and to maintain his complexion. It’s completely entwined with his life.”
Tony muttered a bit and waited for the different probes to pick up  the signal. Part of him wanted to be right, he simply thought it was too big a coincidence that the Chitauri were here the very moment Loki got settled in. But then again, would Loki make it so easy for him to pick up? And if it was true they would once again verge on a war like last year… And Tony was not so sure that they could pull off another victory. Part of him therefore also wanted Thor to be right about his brother. It would not be ideal, but it would be a better scenario at least. Loki was the kind of guy that could make his lies as convincing as his truths. But at this moment they all sort of gave him the benefit of the doubt, and hopefully he would come out of that trial-period clean. A soft beep announced that one of the probes had picked up Loki’s activity. Tony had put a lot of signal probes all over the city, his paranoia had pretty much pushed him into it. Thanks to it though he now had a pretty fine grid to search for any form of pre-programmed signals he wanted to pick up. At that moment Banner also joined them at the table.
“You found him?”
Pepper was still on the couch, they had gently set her down when she had fallen asleep at some point. Tony worked on his program and isolated the location.
“He’s somewhere at the Industrial Park.” He muttered, pulling up the security cameras in the neighbourhood. There were 8 of them and he pulled them up on a screen nearby.
“If you see him feel free to say it.”
All three they bent over to study the people. It was a pretty busy area, people going back and forth for construction, deliveries, or simply to pick stuff up. How the hell had nobody even noticed that Norse maniac yet?
“Him.” Thor suddenly exclaimed, his thick finger pointing out a man from the crowd. “I have seen that disguise of his before.”
Tony narrowed his eyes and looked up close. The guy was about Loki’s age and shared his pale skin, but that was just about all they had in common. He was tattooed quite heavily, his arms covered and ink also painting the skin above his collar. His clothes were very much that vintage come back to popular style that Tony hated because he just could not pull it off himself. White shirt, suspenders and slacks. His hair wasn’t just ginger it was orange, bright orange red, eyes grey. Cool clinical grey.
“That is Loki…” Bruce said. “I really do not see it.”
Thor laughed.
“Of course you do not recognize him. What a bad spell of disguise it would be if you still saw him as the man he really is. He once made this skin to pick me up from an escapade with a young maiden that had put me in a fine share of trouble. I know it’s Loki.”
And when he saw the ring Loki used to keep his many skins in he knew for certain.
“We should go, before something bad happens to him.” Thor said.
Tony stared for a while longer before the man that Thor had pointed out as Loki entered one of the warehouses on the compound.
“Right. Let’s go.”
He clicked away the screen and stood up.
“Jarvis, prepare the suit.”
With the commotion of everyone getting up and around Pepper woke up again with a small gasp.
“Oh… Crap.” She quickly composed herself again and stood up. “You found him?”
Thor nodded.
“Indeed we have Miss Potts. We shall now go on a mission to bring him back safely.”
Pepper snorted and patted Thor’s bicep.
“I’ll make something to eat when you get back. Alright?”
Thor gave her a nod and went to his borrowed bed-room to retrieve Mjolnir. He could summon it of course, but that would probably destroy a few things in Stark’s house and he could guess there would be no appreciation for hammer-shaped holes in Tony’s walls or ceiling.  
Once he had retrieved it his own reliable battle-armour returned to him, ready for trouble if he would be given any. He let his muscles roll and let out a deep sigh.
“You are really worried about him… More so than Tony realized.”
It was Bruce that had walked in without Thor realizing.
“You haven’t seen him in the state he was when it had all just happened to him. He was ruined.”
“I got to see the effects. And the arm. I understand.”
“Perhaps, partially. Loki is a very strong person Dr. Banner. For him to come into the state you have seen him in is a very deep low he has never stooped to before. Never, when you corner him he usually responds in violence or manages to outwit you. But he was afraid of me, of all of us.”
Banner nodded and softly hushed Thor.
“Easy now Thor, I understand.”
“Sirs, mr Stark has requested you meet him on the terrace so you can leave.”
Thor patted Bruce’s shoulder.
“Friend Banner, I hope you will never forget my gratitude for how you treat my brother. My deepest thanks.”
Bruce smiled a bit and shrugged.
“It’s no problem honestly. Loki is like looking in a mirror for me sometimes… On how I could have ended up with the wrong decisions, with the wrong people around me. He just makes me want to pull him through that mirror towards the good side I have ended up.”
Thor inclined his head.
“I think that is the best way somebody has looked at Loki’s person I have heard.”
They concluded their conversation with that and went to join Tony on the terrace. He was already in full suit, the mask reclined to face the other two.
“Right, let’s try not to attract too much attention. I’ll fly ahead with Bruce, and Thor you should follow, low profile, I’ll get us into that building without mass-hysteria. In there, get your little brother, kick some alien ass and get home again in time for Pepper’s sandwiches.”
Thor nodded and grabbed onto Mjolnir tighter. Tony put the mask on and sighed.
“It always sounds so simple when it’s just the plan…”
Angelic by Epselion
Birthday present for my boo :iconveyrius: Her birthday is today and she wanted an angel Hiddles. So I had a concept in mind to work with, but then she sent me this picture from the Changeling with Tom holding a candle. She wanted that one, with the wings and without a shirt. Thy wish is my command. However, soon you'll get a bonus present darling, because I decided to make my own concept as well. huehuehuehue :D

To all of you who see it. Please comment, let me know what you think, much appreciated. :3
Chapter 8: So it begins…

Nobody would later say that they weren’t anxious for the state in which Tony and Pepper would return. She could be enraged, feel betrayed. Maybe she broke up with Tony and this was finally the last straw. Especially Loki did not feel easy with it. He had been trying to read and highlight spells but it was as if he suddenly could not read elvish anymore due to the distractions. The weather sure had taken a change to match their moods. Loki had initially thought that it was Thor’s doing. But the man himself was slumped on the couch, finally sleeping off some severe worry and tenseness. Loki stood up and put the book back on the table. Bruce was watching TV, some show that did not make a lot of sense really. Loki paced a little, not wishing to wake Thor. Bruce gestured for him to come over and he sat down next to him on the cushioned floor.
“How are you today?”
“Fine.” Loki immediately said.
“So that buzz isn’t back yet? I want you to keep me informed of the timeframe wherein it’s returning.”
“It is back. But not far enough that it makes me want to fix it.”
Bruce nodded and turned off the TV. They sat on the floor in silence then, the room half dark. The lights over the kitchen were on, but where they sat they had left them off so Thor could sleep.
“When you attacked us… New York… You really, really hated Thor. Why was that? I mean, you look close now, you trust him with your life and he seems unconditional towards you.”
Loki smiled a bit and looked at his older brother, sprawled over the couch in exhaustion.
“I did that because I love him. I put him first.” He said. “I needed Thor to be strong. I needed him to defeat me. I needed him to have distance, to stay away. All because, that way the Chitauri could not do to him what they did to me. I would never forgive myself for that… But Thor and I have had difficulties. In the past. I used them to push Thor away, but always because I loved him more than anything.”
Bruce watched as Loki started picking at his clothes. It was a bit odd to watch him sit there in his human clothes, without the gold and the cape and the screaming. He looked so normal. Like that bullied kid from a few grades down. Who was too smart for his own good and who was mocked by people all the time.
“That is quite the sacrifice.”
Loki snorted a bit.
“Well, as you might have read in your books of myth, I have done quite a few things in my time that were not so appreciated. Call it retribution, seeing the light, whichever you see fit.”
Bruce shook his head.
“No, you shouldn’t see it like that, you should count it as a really good thing, no matter what came before.”
Loki nodded slowly and placed his chin on his knees. Just when they ran out of things to talk about they heard the elevator ping. Tony came out, in a heavy discussion with Pepper, but it was not about Loki, and that really relieved him quite a lot.
“No, you are going to poison yourself idiot! You are like a terrible child sometimes Tony!”
Food. They were talking about food instead.
“There is enough alcohol in my system to clear germs from my system.”
“That isn’t exactly an improvement Tony! You’ll get yourself killed.” She put down a basket of fresh vegetables and meat before looking into the lounge-room.
“And what are you doing all hermit-like in the dark?”
“Thor is sleeping.” Loki said when she was about to flip on the switch. “He has been much too busy worrying over me, please let him sleep for a moment.”
And much to his surprise Pepper just nodded at him and gave Tony one more whack upside the head before she started to grab things to make them a meal. She wasn’t asking him anything or giving him a glare… She was just making them dinner. Tony turned to the cube then, talking to Jarvis and letting tests run at it. Not much longer a smell started to float around the room that made Loki’s stomach groan with a mighty need to eat whatever it was that smelled so delicious. Bruce couldn’t help but snort a bit when he saw Loki sniffing the air longingly.
“You will get to eat it, don’t worry.”
“What makes you think she will allow me?”
“Common decency. She had either told you to get the hell out or not cooked if she did not want you to eat it. It’s kind of how common decency works in the first place.” Banner gave Loki a weird look.
“Not where we live.” Loki said as he stood to wake Thor.
He gently nudged his shoulder, trying to gently pry him from the dream he was having. Thor yawned and turned on his side.
“Goodmorning brother. I will just be 5 minutes.”
Loki snorted and kneeled to eye-level.
“It’s still evening. Miss Potts has returned and it is about dinnertime. I thought I would do well to wake you for that.”
“Food is always a promising excuse.” Thor said with a light smile as he slowly opened his eyes.
Loki still did not look good. His hair was cut as it had once been. As the prince that left behind Asgard as a boy. As his brother. But he still looked so wary and wild. Estranged.  He put his hand to Loki’s face and let his thumb run over the way too pale skin of his brother’s cheek.  
“You must promise me to eat well and sleep well as long as we reside here. Or so help me brother I shall drag you there much like mother did as a child.”
There it was. The gentle smile that graced Loki’s face so much more than the maniacal grin that had made his little brother so deranged. This was his baby brother.
“Then I guess I better oblige for my own good.” He murmured.
Thor sat up then and allowed Loki to try to disentangle his hair a little. Once Loki gave up he hoisted himself to his feet with a mighty huff. The food certainly smelled very good. Nothing like what he smelled at home, but good nonetheless. Pepper put down a steaming hot pan of pasta when she was done.
“Dinner!” She called.
And apparently it was important food to Tony because he pretty much dropped the Tesseract copy to make it to the table. Loki and Thor took a seat as well and when even Bruce had put down his book Pepper handed out plates with food. Pasta, so it proved, was a one pan dish. A pastry of sorts, in this case shaped into curious tubes that Pepper called Penne. And they were tossed in a sauce made with tomato and meat, some vegetable as well. It gave Loki the notion that it was meant as a very comforting, hearty dish. And it worked quite fine. There was a comfortable silence during their dinner, the only sounds came from cutlery on plates and Tony’s not so charming slurping noises as he threatened to spill some sauce over his lips.
Pepper righted her back after a while.
“So… Loki… Do you think the Earth is in danger with you staying here?” she asked blatantly.
“Uh… Well not directly no. I asked our father if he would cast magic to hide us from prying eyes. So they should be unable to see us here. But it’s possible that if they have suspicions they could turn their eyes on others. For example, as you sit here looking at me, they could be looking through your eyes. And they would see or hear nothing because of father’s magic, luckily. But it would probably prompt them to send a scouting group or a few spies…”
He sighed and rubbed over his face.
“So I can’t guarantee there won’t be trouble. But it won’t be a fleet. Nothing you haven’t handled before right?” he said with a bit of a sheepish grin.
Tony let out a bit of a snort.
“I looked at your cube, it really doesn’t have the same readings as the real thing quite yet. I mean, when it comes to radiation and energy levels-”
“I only started 2 days ago. If I had the time this would take me a year at least.”
Pepper nodded as she cleared the table.
“Well, Tony explained the situation to me, so I support his decision to keep you here and try to assist you. But if you ruin it and betray us with a stupid scheme, I will have you know that Earth is not going to let Thor take you back to Asgard, and you won’t be sitting on velvet cushions in a quaint little room in something you call imprisonment.”
“Pepper!” Tony called out. “Cut the guy some slack woman.”
“I cut you some slack all the time, and you go ahead and poison yourself. I’m just making sure he knows the consequences.”
Loki inclined his head and held Thor’s arm when he stood to protest in Loki’s name.
“I understand. I can only give you my word and my thanks for the benefit of your doubt.”
He spoke calmly and then stood.
“However, I think I should go take some rest, my head feels light.”
Thor eyed Loki worriedly, and it made the other roll his eyes.
“Loki… You should retire to bed immediately.”
“Is that not what I just said?”
Thor still gave him a grave look, but in the corner of his eye Loki noticed Tony’s eyes focus on the side of his face with an almost comical face. Pepper seemed confused. Banner scratched behind his ear a little.
“What’s wrong with your face?” Tony asked, pointing at the area near Loki’s eyes.
“There is NOTHING wrong with my face Stark.” Loki growled.
That appeared to be a sore spot with Loki. Tony’s first guess was vanity. But he saw the way Loki started flinching under their confusion. Yeah, beauty… or at least a certain form of physical appeal, was important to Loki. But not for vanity’s sake. It was as if he believed that his looks were the only thing that kept him up there… Up where Thor was, where he had respect.
“Seriously. What are you staring at?!” Loki hissed now.
“You’re uh… You’re blue.” Bruce muttered. “Around your eyes and nose.”
“And your eyes are all red.” Pepper said.
She and Tony seemed to be awed rather than disgusted, but Midgardians weren’t aware of the Jotun, of their reputation and skin.
“You must be getting tired brother… It appears your spells are wavering a little. Let me help you to bed.”
Loki seemed to pale for a second and the white scurried back into his skin, the blue was gone and the red went away as if it had never been there. With Loki aware the spells restored his façade easily. Thor smiled a little and put his hand on Loki’s neck.
“Just go to bed, you’ll have another day tomorrow and allies to help you with your work.”
After saying that Thor hoisted Loki up into both arms.
“Thor! No. Put me down. I am not a child anymore.”
Bruce smiled a little as Thor just put Loki over his shoulder.
“You are still light like one.” Thor laughed as he patted Loki’s waist.
“Goodnight friends, tomorrow we shall see you again.”
Loki let out a mild protest but ended up settling with just saying goodnight as well before Thor took him up to their rooms.
Thor gently set Loki down onto the perfect sheets of the room Loki had picked earlier.
“There. You looked so beat, I decided to just save you the stairs.”
Loki snorted a little.
“You oaf.”
But Thor could see he meant it with affection.
“I know Loki. But would you please allow me to share this room with you? It would put me at ease if I could see that you are calm and easy in your sleep.”
Loki sighed a little and unlaced his shoes. Midgardian footwear was very unsupportive, or at least these ones were. Once his shoes had hit the floor he pulled up his legs and sat back a little.
“Of course. Such a little thing… I wouldn’t deny you that.”
Thor looked up, he had expected protest about privacy or babying.
“I would feel easier too.” Loki answered as if he’d read his brother’s mind.
Thor smiled warmly and patted his cheek.
“Into bed with you then, before you start seeing blue around the nose again.”
Loki let out a small chuckle and stripped himself of the garments that Jane had borrowed him. When he’d left himself in only the undergarments he scooted up to the pillows and moved his legs under the blankets. Thor waited calmly until Loki was settled in and comfortable before he shrugged out of his own clothes. He closed the door and sat down, using the bedside light for some illumination as he gently took Loki’s healing arm in his hand.

“How does it feel today? Is it getting better?”
“Yes… With small steps. Don’t worry about it Thor.”
Loki turned on his side, his back to Thor because that was his good side.
“Thank you…” Loki muttered eventually.
“For joining you in this bed? You hardly have to thank me.”
“No. For showing that there are still people out there that are willing to care for me. I had lost that belief.”
Thor smiled and smoothed his hand over Loki’s hair on the back of his neck.
“You don’t need to thank me for that Loki. As your brother it will always be my job to make you feel loved. That I neglected to do so for centuries was my flaw.”
Loki only hummed in response.
“I guess we both have a few behavioural issues.”
Thor let out a loud snort.
“That is a way of stating it, isn’t it?”
“We sure must be a handful to mother and father… Now that you really think of it.”
Thor shook his head a little, a big grin on his face.
“Nonsense, we are angels compared to how Sif was as a little girl.”
“Still are.”
They both laughed a little and Loki turned on his back to look at Thor.
“I missed this.”
Thor turned his head to look into the bright green of his brother’s own.
“As have I.” he replied with a mellow smile. “But now, I swear to the Norns, you have to go to sleep or I will be forced to subdue you.”
Loki let out an amused snort and turned on his side.
“Yes mom.”
“Shut up Loki.” Thor said with a playful nudge.
The other didn’t reply to that anymore and closed his eyes again. The light against his eyelids left when Thor turned off the lamp and also settled beside him with a contented huff.
The silence wasn’t broken again for the rest of that night. At least… Not in their room.
The enemy of my enemy ch8
Yes, yes it is real, the words are actually there. This is not a drill. I'm so so so sososososososo SO sorry that everyone here had to wait ages for this. I know how long it's been okay... And I apologize. But my life has been a horrible mess in the last months and it was so damn hard to pick up a story on somebody else's life if you constantly worry about your own.

Anyway. Here is chapter 8 for all you loyal readers. I'm sorry again, and I hope to be able to supply new chapters much, much sooner

Tag challenge

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 12, 2014, 5:40 AM
So, I never get these things at all, so yay a happy change.

Tagged by :iconveyrius:

1. You must post the rules.
2. Each person must post 5 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post and create five new questions for the people you tag to answer
4. You have to choose 10 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them.
6. No tag backs
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this" You legitimately have to tag 10 people.

5 Things about me:

1. I love hamsters. Yeah, you could have figured if you see the journal skin. But I LOVE hamsters. I am obsessed with chubby, fatty, fluffy hamsters.
2. I am a hopelessly over-inspired person. Where most people crash with writer's block I actually have so many ideas that I have to choose my projects and hope I don't get taken by another idea. I have thousands of projects lying and waiting for a 'quiet' period so I can finish them
3. I am Dutch, But I really have a certain disgust for my language. My English is pretty well-developped because I hated writing in Dutch. I feel like stories and such get ruined in it. It's not a literary language, it does not have the weight and suspense I get from my English stuff. So... Chivalry? Not in my book.
4. I suck at sport. Like... Every single sport. Except if you count in archery. We went shooting on camp a few years back and I nailed it. The guy said I was talented. But yep, all other sports I do like a flopping whale.
5. I feel terribly insecure about my college choices. It has gone awry twice now and I feel like a terrible failure sometimes when I see my friends and siblings catch up and pass me like race-cars. I Always felt so certain about what I wanted and when that proved to be nothing for me I just dipped into some void and now I am not certain about anything anymore.

The tagger's questions:

1. If you could go anywhere in the world, anywhere at all, where would you go?
Egypt. Most definitely Egypt. I have been obsessed with it since I was 8 years old. I have felt it was where I should be at least once in my life. We almost went with my geography class of high school. But then the Arabic Spring began and we took off to Morrocco instead,

2. What would you do if you got the chance to make someone you love fall in love with you?
Ah well, you should probably be real cool and not do it... But I would. Honestly. I have never in my life ever gotten something like a boy-friend. Never. I get this terrible, invisible feeling and here at home I am feeling miserable when I see everyone I know get their relationships and stuff and I have yet to wonder what it will be like to get someone's attention. So yes. If I got the chance, I would take it and get myself a nice guy to finally be happy with.

3. Which is better, the book or the movie?
I love movies a lot, but if you want me to enjoy something? A book. I have a very visual mind and that allows me to completely envision a scene for myself. I can build pictures and little movies in my head when a story is written with care. I feel that it gives me more inspiration and teaches me more when it comes to storytelling. Movies for me are mostly a past-time. Something I put on to not get bored or to watch while working.

4. Do you prefer daytime or nighttime?
Well, however peaceful night-time is...  I love daytime more. My eyes are quite sharp, but I see very little when it's dark and due to that I have a bit of Achluophobia because it makes me feel really blind and watched. So yes, I rather stay where it's light

5. What do you look for in a man or a woman?
Well, I can honestly say that I am not as picky as some would think. I just want them to be honest. I want them to be real. If they have even the slightest hint of that arrogant macho behaviour they can leave. If a guy is able to just take me for who I am and respect that, even better, like it, then I am quite inclined to draw to him. And it would help if he knows how to calm me. I get upset easily so I would like to have somebody that I can come to for comfort.

For those I tag:

:iconreplicatorfifth:  :iconcuileth: :iconpunkmoxie: :icongpcat: :iconmagpies-wings: :iconankoxorofan: :icontigersoul6: :iconiloveasgardians: :iconhadenxcharm: :iconnarryaque:

And your questions are:

1. Is there one medium you cannot do that you wished you mastered enough to create whatever you thought of?
2. Is there anything you feel really bummed about because your country does not have it/accept it?
3. If one of the dreams you ever had could come true which one would it be?
4. Do you love hamsters too? :p
5. What will Always be your most memorable experience?


I Wuv Hamsters stamp by ProfesorRodI love Hamsters by WishmasterAlchemistI love Dwarf Hamsters by WishmasterAlchemistI love Winter White Russian Dwarf Hamsters by WishmasterAlchemistI'm a hamster lover by pjukI love hamsters by RoxLunarisDwarf Hamsters Stamp by wolfheydwarf hamster love by Queer4Barbie

Graphic & CSS by kinga-saiyans | Journal Skin for Epselion
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Kamelot, piano guys, random tracks
  • Reading: fictions on internets, assassin's creed novels
  • Watching: Marvel movies, once upon a time,
  • Playing: uncharted... all of em again
  • Eating: glorious pasta, and some other stuff...
  • Drinking: diet coke... mostly, and apple juice


Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
Current Residence: The Netherlands
deviantWEAR sizing preference: L
Favourite genre of music: Hard rock, metal
Favourite style of art: fantasy
MP3 player of choice: I-pod
Favourite cartoon character: pikachu


Help me out!

Hey guys,

As an artist you could say I'm still pretty young, and therefore there is a lot of room for improvement. So let's make a deal, if you leave me a critique on any of my deviations, preferably one from 2012 and up, you will get one back on a work you would like to hear about, just send me a link with your drawing after critiquing. I promise that I will always keep my end of the bargain!

XXXXx and llamas!

My next upload should be... 

13 deviants said Marvelverse fanart (most likely to be Loki)
2 deviants said original character
1 deviant said fic update for enemy of my enemy
No deviants said fic update for the past always haunts
No deviants said game of thrones fanart


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lokivsthor Featured By Owner May 2, 2014
Hello there, just wanted to say I really like your art!!kaomoji set 1 9/19 
Epselion Featured By Owner May 8, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
awwwws that is so sweet of you. I really like you :D
lokivsthor Featured By Owner May 8, 2014
Epselion Featured By Owner May 8, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:3 i suck at emojis hahahaha but eh squishy hug XD
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Aquiliris Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
We would like to invite you to AmateurArtistArmy.
If you would be interested, check the group. Greetings.
gpcat Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2014
Happy new year darling <3
Epselion Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You too darling bby lov!!!!
ImperatrixTempore Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I saw y'all on Tumblr! 
Epselion Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Great and welcome to my DA account too :3
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